Hello All:
Today is Good Friday, a day to reflect on the ultimate ransom paid by our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. As you know, he do so by being crucified on the cross, making the geometric shape one of the most ancient symbols in human history.
In depth psychology, the intersection of the vertical and horizontal lines represents the "axis mundi," the point where heaven and earth meet. It is a symbol of total integration, where the infinite (the vertical) meets the finite (the horizontal).
When this geometry is disrupted, the psychological impact can be profound. If we lose the horizontal axis—our connection to the world and our neighbors—the symbol ceases to be a bridge and becomes a weapon. This Good Friday, as we reflect on the Passion, we must ask ourselves if our own spiritual crosses have been reduced to mere spikes of personal ambition, stripping away the very arms meant to embrace the world.
The Architecture of the Shadow
The room was not dark, but it lacked the conviction of light. It was a space of heavy, unyielding grey, a liminal landscape where the boundaries of Frank’s ego began to fray and dissolve. There were no windows, no doors, only the humming silence of a mind turned inward. In this stillness, Frank felt a familiar weight against his sternum—the silver crucifix he had worn since his confirmation. It was a tactile anchor, a reminder of a faith he claimed to possess even as his life became a blur of boardrooms and quarterly projections.
But as he reached up to clasp the metal, his heart stuttered. The familiar shape was gone. His fingers traced a cold, smooth surface that did not branch out. He pulled the chain from beneath his shirt and gasped. The horizontal beam of the cross had vanished, leaving only a sharp, vertical needle of polished metal. It was a violent symbolic reduction. The piece that was meant to reach out to the world, the arms that symbolized the commandment to "love thy neighbor," had been stripped away.
The air in the grey room suddenly turned thin, mimicking the sensation of high altitude where the lungs must fight for every molecule of life. Frank felt a profound emptiness. He realized, with the crushing weight of a revelation, that he had entered a "lost level" of his spiritual journey. By focusing entirely on his upward trajectory—his status, his personal salvation, his "vertical" climb to the top of the professional ladder—he had allowed the horizontal axis of his soul to atrophy. He was alone with a fragment of faith that was becoming increasingly sharp and singular.
This is the peril of the isolated spirit. In the upcoming readings for Easter Sunday, we hear in the Letter to the Colossians: "Think of what is above, not of what is on earth." However, this is often misinterpreted as an invitation to ignore our earthly duties. In reality, as we see in the Acts of the Apostles, Peter’s vision of the divine leads him directly into the house of Cornelius—into the horizontal world of human connection. Frank had forgotten that the vertical axis only has meaning when it intersects with the horizontal. Without the beam to support the weight of others, the spike only has one place to go: deeper into the self.
As the grey walls of the room began to turn translucent, a glowing aperture opened, revealing a vision of a future yet to be cemented. The environment was blindingly white, a sterile paradise of polished chrome and glass. Frank saw a version of himself—a "future self"—who had finally reached the summit. This man moved in slow motion, his gestures labored as if the very air had become thick, stagnant water. It was the physical manifestation of spiritual inertia.
The future Frank stood in a high-rise office, the city below a mere grid of data points. A colleague approached for a handshake, but as their hands met, Frank’s breath caught. The handshake was fragile and translucent, a ghost-like connection that lacked any substance. His future self had no real ties to the people around him; they were instruments, not neighbors. In that moment, the vertical needle of the crucifix began to glow with a cold, blue light. It pressed visibly against the future Frank’s skin, sinking deeper into his chest with every shallow breath. Yet, the man in the vision possessed a terrifying blind spot; he did not feel the pain. He had traded his spiritual peace for professional achievement, and in doing so, he had become a hollowed-out shell.
A voice, resonant and ancient, echoed through the grey room, cutting through the hum of the vision. "If the beam is gone, is the weight lighter, or does the remaining piece simply sink deeper into your chest?"
Frank fell to his knees. The weight of the singular spike was unbearable. He had tried to make his career his entire identity, forcing the Vertical Axis of divine purpose to do the heavy lifting of the Horizontal Axis of worldly labor. He had made an idol of his work, and like all idols, it was now demanding a blood sacrifice.
The voice softened, shifting from a thunderous query to a gentle whisper that carried the scent of damp earth and spring growth. "The job is the field where you plant the seed, but you are not the field. You are the gardener."
This is the core of the Gospel message we will celebrate this Sunday. When Mary Magdalene went to the tomb and found it empty, she encountered a man she mistook for a gardener. It is a profound metaphor for the resurrected life. A gardener must work the horizontal earth—tending to the soil, the weeds, and the needs of the plants—while constantly looking to the vertical sun for life. One cannot exist without the other.
Frank looked down at the silver needle in his hand. He understood now that the "shadow of the professional self" had eclipsed his humanity. To restore the cross, he would have to restore his reach. He would have to extend his arms again to the people he had ignored, the family he had sidelined, and the community he had forgotten. He would have to move from being the field—static and exploited—to being the gardener, actively tending to the life God had planted within him.
The grey room began to dissolve, replaced not by the sterile white of the future vision, but by the warm, messy colors of his actual living room. He felt the weight of the silver against his skin. He looked down, and though the metal was still just a vertical spike in this dream-memory, he knew how to fix it. He would forge the horizontal beam through his actions. He would take the lessons of this Good Friday and carry them into the light of the empty tomb.
The warning was clear: A faith that is purely vertical, stripped of its connection to the human collective, is a needle that pierces the heart. But a faith that embraces the horizontal world, with all its flaws and demands, becomes the very structure that supports our ascent.






